Monday was a day like any other work until 5 ... then I changed it to work a little more on another project and trying to recover complete data from a DVD useless ... normal. I turn to my house fighting the traffic in the afternoon / night and finally came to my sacred home at approximately 8:30 pm. That's where things took a turn for the unpleasant, after a fight with the stairs and crutches (yes, I'm on crutches for 2 weeks) I finally achieved the feat of reaching the top floor, only to hear a strange sound coming from my room parents. My Father was actually talking to one of my aunts by Nextel, the strange thing was the tone between hysteria and desperation to be heard the voice of my aunt ... I approached a little more to realize the situation and within seconds I realized what was happening ... my grandmother was already in the hospital, which had already been at least 2 times before ... but my aunt never had gotten so bad ... I do not usually wrong when it comes to pre-empt the bad news and on this occasion, my instincts told me this time Q was not like the times before and I feared the worst should happen.
After listening a bit more my aunt confirmed my suspicions when his voice broke briefly to try to ask my father they should do ... the doctor asked her to do and none of the options was far from pleasant, and had never been as bad as now. Honestly to me I felt a knot in my stomach and I could not listen for much longer ... I went to my room a moment to sit and think a bit and then ... then decided not to think better myself and I went to see my girlfriend to vent a little. Before even leaving the house and had taken the decision to go on a trip Xpress to see Grandma, several times I almost always go in 2009 and threw me back with some excuse to leave everything in just the good intentions and zero shares. I went with my girlfriend talked for a while and at least 1 hour I lighten a bit, then back to the house, but I could not even get up the stairs when I found my mother told me: "Your mom just died Mode."
The following was left without words, to feel a terrible weight on his chest, as I crawl to my room to be a little lonely ... oooh and demons, since ps! start thinking and face the situation. I can tell, my grandparents practically raised me in those years we lived in Manzanillo and even after we moved we went to see her every chance we could, it is not exaggeration to say that during my kindergarten and primary one shadow made him to be my favorite person. Some time ago I made a pact with myself ... for reasons that are irrelevant ... not to return to mourn, a pact that had for years without breaking ... but this time I poured the memories and the way my eyes rained, but it was for less ... it was my grandfather (
At 2 hours we received the news we were already heading to Colima land, but not before passing by several uncles and cousins \u200b\u200bin Guadalajara, having to rent a couple of cars but by the number of people .. . is very gratifying to see them again but hopefully be in better condition. Back on the road and a couple of hours later we finally arrived and went straight to the funeral home. What I remember is that I saw many families come more ... and merits the coffin containing the recipient ever lived on earth where Doña Mode ... someone told me to go see her ... but honestly at that time I could not think of anything more frightening to see it well, honestly if I was afraid to go so you better go to greet the large army which he called affectionately Family. Eventually, paralysis and mental maturity near me, well the truth was not so bad ... except for the guilt I felt for not having gone to see her in all that was this year ...
Now I'm worried what will happen to the family ... without the initial step that kept our whole network together is quite possible that soon we become strangers, that this family together as father and I remember from previous times is in just that ... the memories ... and will say that I am pessimistic but when it comes to predicting bad things, I have a history of certain it's scary. In fact my parents and they confirmed some of this ... I return to my work and my city, they stayed over there ... and family members wore fat suits, you see how ugly you can put that in the distribution of inheritance, with all that Grandma will leave very clear. Adios
Doña Mode ... you want today with all my heart and love you until the day this time travel comes to an end and death comes to collect the ticket ... Adios
Doña Mode ... taught me that simple food can be the richest, to this day I have the addiction that left me with beans with corn or blocks of cheese ... Adios
Doña Mode ... showed me that in this life is worth the money Mother material things are just accessories that charge from time to time and there is much more important things in life ... Adios
Doña Mode ... I never saw a more powerful example of honesty, integrity, strength and good living. Adios
Doña Mode ... Rest assured that if there is something good in me, it was you who planted the seeds and still my life is governed by many things you taught me so much as what you repeated me and became my main principle "Do unto what others do not want for yourself "... something like the theory of Karma, but in words that even a child understands and feels.
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