Hehehe, does a fine not put anything new ... but I feel I have so little free time now, I do not reach for anything. Actually I'm cheating! I'm not writing anything new, I'll just post something that already had written over a year now ... at some point that I felt a little bad ... the general situation reminded me worse times and I started writing without thinking ... but at the end I did not publish, not to seem to want to claim something that was not entitled to claim, but a year is sufficient to dust it, which is a reflection of my current situation but a bit of ancient history.
On your mark! ready! Words to the wind and competitors before the expectation is now taken positions, the point of maximum tension to explode and shorten the distance of 100 meters in 11 seconds or less ... but all do their best will be only one winner, only one reached the goal as the first place and others ... others will live to race another day ... After 
total silence reigns ... no starting gun ... no signal indicating the start of the race ... after a few seconds you hear "Number 5 is disqualified lane" ... man falls to his knees and just hear him saying "nooo! ... not again" 
On your mark! ready! and the race continued without ... Suffice it to say that history has repeated itself countless times for this person ... the same result ... months of training, eating healthy, study and proper technique to achieve its objective psych. At the time of the truth ... On your mark! ready! exit disqualified for false ... On your mark! ready! and a storm event suspended ... In its marks! ready! And without even saying disqualify the reason ... On your mark! ready! and man is attacked before taking a step ... life exists only in such irony. Only one opportunity
... is all you want ...
only an opportunity to run like the wind! Disappearing into the distance between the second and goal! Explode and give it all if forgetting everything and everyone else! as he knows he can do it ... at least the opportunity to compete and reach the other side! even if not first ... Leaving
metaphors aside, let's say this man is me and not about the 100 meter dash ... but the winding and treacherous path to the heart of women. On your mark! ready! and who was my best friend ... who could make you laugh to tears pass me to be with Brad Pitt in the class even if you put the horns again and again and again. On your mark! ready! and that high school girl who supposedly had given me If I find her making out with a third party. On your mark! ready! ignored me and another girl to go with the cholo Malandrin of lurking outside the secondary. On your mark! ready! and receipt for X time 'I love you ... as a friend '... then practically avoid me from now on as to who would have done a terrible wrong ... or friendship is safe.
On your mark! ready! And she comes looking for me ... and gives me wings, then ignore me ... and then give me wings again, to ignore me again and so repeating the cycle until a certain day to confess that I only thought about returning to his former and just wanted to see where ... as I could get tired of writing me better let's stop in high school. On your mark! ready! There is no starting gun. To summarize just say that what is being ignored, avoided like the plague, they laugh at you at the time to open yourself to that person, or play with you just to see how far you can get ... increasingly disheartening.
never asked more than an opportunity ... Win or lose became irrelevant ...
just a chance to run like the wind ...
And ... Contrary to what sounds the previous paragraph I'm not a victim ... no longer makes much more than the existential traumas, that if the life or bring luck against me, that if he were handsome or rich or ... were something more than what I am. Today I just surround myself with people interested who accepts me for me, as I am and so would expect from a partner. Hahahaha bad thing is that I run out of ideas ... opening statements, indirect, recurring, comments or jokes with a hidden message and again for a while, serenades, love letters signed or anonymous gifts or flowers, to be first his friend for a long time and know a little thrown, to be his friend after being hit and even tossing before meeting hoping that the first impression I favor, and so on. etc. I have done many things in life, and God alone knows to be as shy as I am, how much work it has cost me, but ... nothing worked for me hahaha. "The worst mistakes is to do the same thing and expecting different results" but I run out of ideas ... or the motivation lol.
only thing I'm sure is I'm tired, tired as he runs 5 marathons in a row without having run the 100 meters and, tired of being disqualified forever without chance to compete, stay tired of watching the races from the sidelines ...
On your mark! ready !!!....
baaaah
So yeah, what else I can say ... the story is there and can not refuse, you can move on and leave things behind, but certainly one is mother, just watch that nose was rather more chaos And Open ... Of course, since then not so much ... and now for me it just Mother jajajajajajajaja most of the time.
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